If you've checking on da lately you must've noticed that I'm being freakishly active at that one manga group,
. Not gonna lie, I'm really grateful and happy of being there, it's such a fresh and friendly environment that even makes me feel... Welcomed, like I'm a part of it. There's no modding or high administration, we are all pieces of the story we play along.
So, yeah, we can start by the fact that I'm a very happy Beta right now. However, there are cons to all this...
This group is full of really talented people, storytellers, writers, digital artists...
And then there's me.
I have this stupid flaw that makes me want to turn everything I draw into comedy, it doesn't helps that this group is a 'slice of life' kind of story that aims for a more serious style of everything.
It doesn't helps that Maiko is not a really complicated character, she's got flaws, talents, fears and a goal... But what about it?
It doesn't helps that I'm not a writer or a storyteller myself; I get a couple of ideas everyday of things she could get into, but then I have this voice on my head telling me: "No, Beta" "That's too much" "That's over the top" "That's unnecessary" "That's cliché" "That's uncalled for"
I want her to be realistic, I want her to be a nice background character on this story... But it's difficult, haha, I mean, we just started but it's difficult!
Maybe I'm being too harsh on myself, but I want Maiko to be more like what they're aiming for, instead the doofus she is right now.
It's difficult being a writer and an actor, because you are not your character and you can't suddenly make them do the things you want them to do, and take the decisions you want them to go for. No, you have to... Play along and see the outcome.
I wish I knew how to cope with that, you know? Despite the fact that there are some things I can't let happen, I want to give her a realistic story, I want to know how to keep her in character.
I don't want people to grow bored of her, or hate her.
I mean, I've been spamming KU with one pic a day for the past week or so...
That's... That's tiresome, right?
I don't know, I really like my character... I'm always saying I'm sorry for drawing so much because in the past I've met people whom have gotten mad at others for doing what I am doing. Drawing their characters all the time.
Let's say I grew to be wary of where I step.
AT THE SAME TIME everyone is so nice at that group that I even feel bad of feeling scared AHAHHAHAH
SO HEY DUDES in other news whose got BW2 already?
care to share me your stories bout the game? your team?
did you see that shit peta did bout pokemon THAT WAS SO FUCKD UP MAN